I love My Chemical Romance, and my new job is OK.

So Thursday night I attended the My Chemical Romance concert in New Hampshire, and holy shdfkdsndfjhfsjdf it was so amazingly great. I couldn't believe how close up to the stage I was. I thought for sure that I would get stuck in the very back of the floor, squinting in between people's heads to see the band. But no! I had a great view, and AGHHH it was just so awesome. Well, the SHOW was awesome, and the BAND was awesome, but grrrrrrrr I fucking HATE mosh pits. This was the first floor show I've been to (with the exception of AFI in Rhode Island, but that was at a small venue, and even though I was standing on the floor, I wasn't down where all of the moshers usually are), and unfortunately I will be attending two more this year. I had no idea just how crazy it actually is. I mean, there were idiots pushing and shoving and jumping around like epileptic idiots - even to the slower songs! WTF. Nate did his best to protect me from these insane people, but at one point he got pushed aside and somebody managed to shove me about five feet into another crowd of people. After that, it kind of hurt to breathe for a while. Oh well. BUT IT WAS GREAT! The concert, I mean - not the idiots down on the floor with me. The real annoying thing about general admission at concerts is the fact that you get smushed to the point that you cannot even move, and the girl who is standing in front of you has her hair in your face. But anyway...yeah, it was the best concert I have ever been to, and I cannot fucking wait to go see them again in May, because not only are they coming to MAINE, but MUSE is going to be with them and I LOVE Muse so much. Gah. I'm such a fangirl when it comes to music sometimes. I'm pretty sure Nate gets annoyed by my adoration for MCR. But he is a sweetheart and not only puts up with it, he even attends the concerts with me.

In other news, I started my new job on Monday. It is now Saturday, and I have the weekend off. Haha! I've never known what it's like to have a "real" job that gives weekends off. The job is nice...but it's just so overwhelming. There is so much to remember, and I have only learned just a few of things I will eventually have to know how to do. I hate, hate starting new jobs because all of a sudden you are surrounded by people you don't know (and I'm uber shy), and you are presented with tasks you do not know how to perform, and you feel like a nuisance by having to keep asking people to help you. And to make matters worse, I am a "temp", so that means that I do not get the same privileges as the "real workers" do. For instance, whenever it comes time for data entry, I need to find someone to come unlock my computer for me because I'm not allowed to have a password for it yet. And I have to be a temp for at least three months before I will actually get hired! And that is IF I get hired. I feel as though I am doing such a lousy job. I don't know what I'm doing half of the time. And usually it's hard to find somebody who will tell me what it is I am supposed to be doing. Plus, I know I've made a few mistakes on the data entry, and I think I've been somewhat slow on the mail machines (which have timers running so that the supervisors can see how well/poorly I am doing), so who knows - I might just get let go. I dunno. This is so scary for me. I've only had one job my whole entire life, and I was there for eight years, so it's hard to just leave that behind and start something new. Hopefully it will get better soon, especially since this job pays more than my other one and besides...it's kind of cool working at a building that has security and a cafeteria and elevators and...yeah, I know. I'm weird.